So Big D died today. Having lived in her shithole state for about 25 years before moving back to The Free State of Florida (where I was born), I can tell you without reservation the only thing I have in common with this dead pile of shit was that she was a Giants and 49er fan. Outside of that, I’m reasonably sure she’s sucking Harvey Milk’s gay cock in hell, where they both belong. “Why are you so mad?” you ask? Because you have to have sold your soul to Satan to know that you’re in a wheelchair, dying…..on your way out of the world…..and you REFUSE to give up your Senate seat for the betterment of your country. YOU’RE NO PUBLIC SERVANT DIANE. YOU WERE/ARE A CULT LEADER, JUST LIKE JOE BIDEN. The sad part is that SHE’S STILL GOING TO BE VOTING.
Taking A Stance On Aliens
Once upon a time, I was an avid Art Bell listener. Although I never really bought his content hook, line and sinker, I found his program mystical because I lived not far from him and where he did the show from. It was also nostalgic to dial into his BBS during the show with my Packard Bell 386 and my 9600 baud modem to chat with other listeners during the show and download the pictures he would post from his guests.
I had grown up in a strict Christian home but I was force-fed the religion. At the time, it never occurred to me that I should have any questions about why I believe what I believe or if what I believe was even true. In my latter adult years, after giving my life back to Christ, I’ve surrounded myself with a few men who mentored me. These men never suggested that I did X or Y instead of Z. They simply asked questions to get me to think about what I should be doing for myself. They were both pretty heavily into apologetics and got me into a book which is still my favorite book to read, to this day. The book is “I Don’t Have Enough Faith To Be An Atheist” By Norman Geisler and Frank Turek. The title of the book is self-explanatory. They lay out the how and why it literally takes more faith to be an atheist than it does to be a believer in Christ. The subject matter discussed in the book helped me lay out my own thought process for whether aliens exist or not. Some of what I’m covering here is in the book, other parts are my own opinions put together by the evidence provided in the book. I’m not a scientist but I don’t believe anyone in Christ needs to be to understand how He went about creating the universe.
Genesis 1:1 In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.
Without getting into the theories about “Big Bang” and whatnot, the simple fact is that at one point there was “nothing” which is 2 words, no thing. God snapped His fingers and there WAS an explosion of some type. We know this because the rippled waves of that explosion coming back to their launch point were discovered in 1965 (I believe). In order for time, space and matter to exist, they all had to come into being simultaneously. One cannot exist without the others. It’s not even correct to say “before” the explosion because “before” is a word used to time stamp and there was no time “before” time began at the explosion. You can’t put matter in nothing, so space had be created for matter to exist. You can’t evidentially understand what happened when with matter inside space unless there is a time factor. Etc, etc, etc.
The “creation” that took place at this explosion was massive and done with such precision that it could have only been done from OUTSIDE of time, space and matter and it was done so for the explicit purpose of the existence of life on this planet. For instance, the earth’s axis was set at 23 1/2 degrees with a shift every 6 months to allow the perfect amount of sunlight to each part of the planet. The ozone layer is perfectly set to house the gases that mix for the right levels of oxygen for humans to breathe without allowing the gases of space in that would deter the existence of life. The rings around Saturn that are effectively the vacuum of the universe that helps keep space debris from hitting the earth. The speed of light that effects our ability to get sunlight which is essential to photosynthesis for the creation of oxygen.
The explicit existence of life on earth is a key point. There is no scripture that gives us indication that the universe was created in such a way as to allow life somewhere else. In fact, as we already know, the environment in space is a very harsh one and we’ve been given the brains to decipher how to make life work in it but we have to work against the grain in many ways to do so. It is for all of these reasons, I do not believe in physical “aliens”.
Matthew 8:28-34 And when He came to the other side into the country of the Gadarenes, two demon-possessed men confronted Him as they were coming out of the tombs. They were so extremely violent that no one could pass by that way. 29 And they cried out, saying, “[a]What business do You have with us, Son of God? Have You come here to torment us before [b]the time?” 30 Now there was a herd of many pigs feeding at a distance from them. 31 And the demons begged Him, saying, “If You are going to cast us out, send us into the herd of pigs.” 32 And He said to them, “Go!” And they came out and went into the pigs; and behold, the whole herd rushed down the steep bank into the sea and [c]drowned in the waters. 33 And the herdsmen ran away, and went to the city and reported everything, [d]including what had happened to the demon-possessed men. 34 And behold, the whole city came out to meet Jesus; and when they saw Him, they pleaded with Him to leave their region.
This passage is important in the “alien existence” argument because Jesus shows us the clear delineation between the spiritual and physical realms. He tells us in another passage that the Spiritual realm is even more real than the physical realm! In the passage above, He’s not only showing us His power but He’s also showing us that in order for the Spiritual to be effective, it has to attach itself to the physical. IE I believe “aliens” are just demons that have attached themselves to physical life forms, in this case 2 humans and they were forced to move their parasitic residence to a flock of pigs instead. The deception by Satan in the Garden of Eden gives us another picture of the same thing. Satan came to Adam and Eve as a snake…..a literal demonic form attached to an earthly life form THAT COULD NOT EXIST OR SURVIVE ON ANY OTHER PLANET.
Colossians 1:15-17 15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16 For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or [e]principalities or [f]powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. 17 And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist.
With this passage in mind, does anyone who believes in Jesus really believe He created “aliens” and made them for Himself? What purpose would he have for green men in flying saucers frequenting the planet to be seen randomly but never clearly identified? He made everything and He made it all with a purpose. We can see it all around us. If He didn’t create it with a purpose then He’s a liar and this is all a moot point. I do NOT believe that.
So my personal opinion is that in order to believe in aliens, you must believe that:
- The universe was not created by a creator
- Time, space and matter are just random
- Life forms (like pigs, snakes and even humans) can and do exist in other parts of the universe, despite the lack of evidence of it
- Aliens are physical beings
- Jesus/God is a liar
Memorial Day 2023
So it’s Friday heading into Memorial Day Weekend. The teenager drama that has erupted in my house this week makes it so that I just don’t wanna fuckin go home. 2 days is bad enough but I gotta deal with 3 of em this weekend and the kids leave on Monday for camp. That means I’ve got to sit alone an entire day with the shit pot stirrer. Even with the kids gone, she’s not likely to back off because I’m pretty sure PMS is in full scream mode. She has NO filter right before she starts bleeding. I love her and these kids dearly but I look forward to going home to Jesus. I just can’t imagine with how well our marriage has worked out in comparison to a lot of others and how well our kids have turned out in comparison to others that this thing is supposed to be so so difficult to navigate. I mean seriously, if we were dealing with infidelity or we had kids on drugs, it would be VERY understandable why a marriage would be difficult to be in. We even have a friend that repeats all the time “they’re good kids….they’re really good kids” and he’s not fucking wrong.
Adding to the lack of peace of the moment is that we’re just fuckin broke. We have the money to pay for everything but that’s it. There’s no extra. I’m gonna be taking my change collection to buy wine.
I’m going to find a way though to take a few moments to drink a beer on Monday to honor the fallen. I refuse to let the joy thieves I live with force me to miss that.
Mother’s Day 2023
Whelp, I found out my true worth on Mother’s Day. We specifically had NO Mother’s Day plans because the weekend was already full of graduation activities so we voted to celebrate MD along with Father’s Day in June. At the 11th hour though, our friends decided to hold MD Dinner at their house. He made steaks (he always does) so the ladies elected me to make shrimp scampy. Now, I’ve never made this before and I don’t even know what its supposed to taste like but I was up for the challenge.
My scampy turned out well and the ladies enjoyed it. However, after we walked in to our friend’s house, the dog came up to say hi. As I began to pet him he lifted his leg and pissed on me.
Later
– I’ll call you later.
– Talk to you later.
– See you later.
– We’ll walk later.
We leave everything for later, but forget that “later” does not belong to us.
Later, our loved ones are no longer with us.
Later, we don’t hear them and we don’t see them.
Later, they are just memories.
Later, the day becomes night, the force becomes helpless,
the smile becomes a grimace, and life becomes death.
“Later” becomes “too late.”
CAN’T WAIT UNTIL “TOO LATE” HAPPENS AND I’M NOT HERE ANYMORE. That’s the only way she’ll ever come to any understanding of just how overbearing and bullying she is. Please make sure to bury me face down so you can kiss my ass.
APRIL FOOLS 2023
So, I spent pretty much the ENTIRE weekend helping friends tear down an old wooden slat fence and put up a new white vinyl fence. They had family and other friends there to help also. When you get too many alpha men involved in figuring shit out, like how to run a jack that pulls the old posts out of the ground, my experience has been that I’m not the smartest guy in the room anywhere I go so just let the guys that are mechanically inclined deal with that. I found plenty of other things to do though like picking up the debris, moving bags of Quickrete to the post holes, etc. I spent quite a bit of time loading/unloading the old wooden slats and the debris onto a trailer to take to the dump over 2 trips. APPARENTLY, that was not good enough. The person to whom I am enslaved decided that sitting down looking at my phone while other men are working is a bad look. Never mind all the work I’ve already done, what have you done for me in the last 5 minutes? Never mind that I have my own shit at home that needs to be accomplished (although I never complain about helping out close friends). Never mind that you haven’t been out there doing any of the hard labor yourself. This is marriage in 2023. MEN, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO FOR THEM ITS NOT GOING TO EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH. I could have done all of the work by myself and there still would have been a complaint. If you get married, this is what you are destined to. FML BUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
Now that I’ve got that off my chest, it’s Holy Week. Trying to refocus my mind and heart on Christ and what He did for all of us.
Joy and Peace
Our Pastor has been preaching on Joy the last 2 weeks. He covered the differences between joy and happiness because its so easy to mistake one for the other. It just brought to mind how much I struggle with this.
For ages now, I have grown more and more weary of chasing down these things we call joy and peace. I’m already doing so much of what he described as mandatory to obtain them. However, they just seem more and more elusive as the days go by. It’s possible that my expectations of what it’s supposed to look like are skewed and I’m always open to the Spirit to being shown that. For example, I cannot count how many times I have come to church on a Sunday morning expecting to meet God, had an incredibly real meeting with Him while I’m there only to watch the enemy steal the joy and peace I experienced before I even leave the church parking lot. I suspect I’m not the only one with this problem, I just happen to have the balls to talk about it because I’m
so hungry for both of them. I think we all know what happens when we pray for patience (our patience starts getting tested). I’ve
experienced now so often that praying for peace in my home almost always unleashes some kind of hell that blows the roof sky high because I live with people who have anger issues. Maybe that’s just normal with having teenagers? I mean I have 3 older ones but I didn’t get to experience raising teenagers because of a divorce. Anyway, I literally stopped praying for peace because it seems like there is more of it when I don’t pray for it. Am I deceived? Probably and I ask the Lord daily to show me “the level of my deception” as one older, wiser gentleman always used to say. My point is that on some level, it just seems like praying for these things seems hopeless and only means there is less of it. I wish that it was just a season but it’s been that way in my life for years. It’s so odd because I’ve personally witnessed Jesus pick me up and carry me through the valley of the shadow of death. I experienced the peace that passes understanding when my son died so it’s not something I’ve never experienced before. I’ve
personally witnessed his provision for me and my family over and over and over again. I’ve experienced pockets of joy in my life. But for whatever reason, these 2 things (joy and peace) are just the most elusive gifts I’ve ever pursued. I’ve experienced them for 5 minutes at a clip….they’re not sustaining like His provision has been in my life. Maybe I really am confusing joy with happiness and I need to chew on that for a while.
New Year, Same Shit
Happy New Year! Or is it? Ya’ll gotta watch this:
Now if my wife talked about me the same way this woman talks up her man, my heart would stop. I’d have to pay for compliments like this. I just had a text discussion with her. As usual, there was a misunderstanding about my schedule. But even more than that, she asked me to post my my night schedule in our shared calendar app for the month so she would know when I’m working at night. I did exactly that. I even annotated which work sessions should be short ones. I typically don’t work from home the next day if its a short one but on longer ones, I do so I wanted to make sure there was a difference between the 2 in the calendar. STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I’m really looking forward to the day the Lord takes me home from this shithole. I can’t believe this is the type of life He intended for me to live. I just told someone the other day that I no longer pray for peace. She asked why and I said because its like praying for patience.
COVID Bill Shit Show
It’s been awhile since I posted anything. What could be more frustrating to post about than the IRS? It’s funny, I said back in December when the IRS announced that they would be delaying the acceptance of tax returns until February 12th that it was going to turn out to be a total shit show and, of course, they have passed at being a shit show with flying colors. It’s been almost a month and I haven’t gotten my tax check back yet. Every day when I check the status it just says my return is being “processed”. Their website says they’re hiring. Maybe they should have ramped up personnel a bit sooner? I mean hell, they’ve only taken in RECORD revenues in the last 4 years of the best fucking President this country has ever had.
Now, this soulless Congress we have just passed a 1.9 TRILLION dollar COVID bill today except that only 9% of it is actually COVID money. Its actually just like the “shovel ready jobs” bill they passed back in 2009. It’s nothing but a slush fund to pay off people that support Democrats. It was a farce back then and this is no exception. Remember “Solyndra”? They’re trying to recreate the same bullshit “green” policies that lead to that again 10 years later. They need to get a new playbook because it didn’t work out too well for them in 2010 and 2022 is going to be another Congressional wipeout just like then.
So now the same IRS is supposed to disperse a shit load of money to people at the same time they’re “processing” our tax checks. Anyone want to take bets on which check hits your bank account first? Or better yet, anyone want to take bets on how long it will take to get BOTH checks back?
I DID IT
It took 7 years but I finally got my Microsoft Certification today. Praise God.
Wanna Be A MGTOW 